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Hope Estheim ([personal profile] eagletalons) wrote in [community profile] caveofsapphires2012-04-18 06:52 pm

The images they sell are illusion & dream

WHO: Hope Estheim (Garrett Ross); OPEN!
WHAT: Once a researcher, always a researcher, and Hope's first instinct is to gather more information. So that's what he's doing.
WHERE: Library, rec hall, repair shop, temple-- as long as it's open to the public. Take your pick! ... Maybe not the bar because he wont willingly go there.
WHEN: April 18-19

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Scout the area was one of the first things Hope did upon leaving his room-- that, and find some food. But mostly scout the area to get acquainted with his surroundings. He'd scoured the list of names on the phone, but none of them were familiar (then again, it was a shot in the dark), so this was the next best thing.

Honestly, he didn't know what he was expecting by doing that except for wanting all his bases covered before he did anything outside.

Hope felt pretty naked with a weapon on his person, not even his boomerang, and he felt a bit pleased at that. It was good to know that his survival instincts hadn't faded over the years of relatively easy living.

Still. Boomerang. Gone.

Despite his unease at the situation, he forced himself to look around with a critical eye, making mental notes of his surroundings and walk like he wasn't nervous on the inside.

Sometimes though, he couldn't stop himself from actually stopping to touch whatever structure he'd find interesting, like the ceiling or the building itself. It's just all so new and different. You bet his scientist's soul is having a party despite his cool demeanor.
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Wednesday

[personal profile] tartanisstylish 2012-04-18 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Saturday night had been a whirlwind (brother, drink, drunk) - and then he'd left the bar. And he didn't remember anything else.

Although in the morning he'd been certain he'd never had a brother. He'd never wanted one. And drinking only caused problems.

The City memories were slowly sitting down and making space for the Dream, but still he remembered them both - lying in a tousled bed in a shop in the City and staring at the ceiling for hours on end; walking on the chalk on a brisk day with Crowley, who was complaining he was too cold-blooded for this; getting fired (the humiliation!) and starting a business.

It was too much to handle. He went to the Library and worked; he came home. He did not talk to anyone. If he'd tried to, what would he have said?

He was walking rather aimlessly down the stacks in the Library - toward the sparse selection of paper books in the very back - when a man with a shock of startling hair walked in, looking as out of place as he felt. Aziraphale gave a wan smile and stopped for a moment, considering. Someone new?
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[personal profile] tartanisstylish 2012-04-18 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Aziraphale looked at Hope for a long moment. Talking to anyone seemed like a terrible idea at the moment. Tiring. Frustrating. He was already upset enough. But he wondered: if he didn't do the job that was assigned to him, would something else happen?

There was a moment of nausea, which passed relatively quickly. Blinking and straightening his vest, he nodded briefly. “Come with me,” he said, his tone as clipped and business-like as he could make it under the circumstances. Part of his mind was screaming at him about rudeness! but he couldn't be bothered. This wasn't his real job, anyway. That was waiting for him in the City.

He headed off down the stacks, not bothering to check if Hope was following.
tartanisstylish: (that seems depressing)

[personal profile] tartanisstylish 2012-04-19 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
Aziraphale calmed down slightly when he looked over his shoulder and saw Hope looking closely at the books. This was all right. He was doing his job, and this man didn't seem particularly interested in him personally. Helpful, given that Aziraphale wasn't at all sure of himself at the moment.

Still, he willed himself to relax. "Right this way," he said, less tersely than before, and walked Hope the last few steps to the history section. "Are you looking for any period of history in particular?"
tartanisstylish: (it's cold and i am unhappy)

[personal profile] tartanisstylish 2012-04-19 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Aziraphale rubbed his chin, gaze sliding from one shelf to the next. "Ah. Well." He cleared his throat. "I don't know how much you'll find about the Cave, but City history . . . there are a few texts." He tapped several spines. "Around here."

Talking about books always livened him up at least a bit, and now he met Hope's eyes. He felt slightly more clear-headed. "As far as a historical survey . . . well, I can find you something. It won't be complete. There are gaps after the Disaster."

As he pulled a few things off the shelves, he added quietly, "I woke up last week." He'd looked up all of these, too, and had written down what had been helpful, which hadn't been much. Still, hopefully they'd be more helpful to this fellow.
tartanisstylish: (i am extremely pensive or else drunk)

[personal profile] tartanisstylish 2012-04-19 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes, there's plenty on life before the Disaster. That's no problem." Sighing, he shook his head. "It seems as though no one really bothered to chronicle what actually happened during, however. At least, there's nothing recorded here."

Suspicious enough, he supposed, though without much feeling. Everything felt so . . . heavy.

He returned Hope's smile. "Well, it's my job," he said. "And if I can make things easier for anyone else . . . " He shrugged, as if the answer was obvious.
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[personal profile] tartanisstylish 2012-04-19 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yes, I've wondered that," Aziraphale said. "You might wish to speak with Dr. Olsen - he works here as well - has some ideas about, well, all of this." He gestured broadly at the library, the books, them. It occurs to him that it might be dangerous, advising this young man to see Olsen, whose ideas barely skirted the edge of defiance. And yet Olsen had been the most methodical in his research, and Hope appeared to be similarly inclined.

He clasps the other's hand loosely, letting go quickly. "John Gates," he says, slightly more aggressively than the conversation warrants. He does want to reaffirm to himself, however, that he is John Gates. Not that other creature that he'd dreamed. That was too complicated.
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[personal profile] tartanisstylish 2012-04-20 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
At that, Aziraphale gave a genuine smile, probably the first in several days. "It's no trouble at all," he said. "I'll do my best to help if you have more questions in the future, as well. Unfortunately, though, I'm about as behind all of this - " He gestured broadly. " - as you are."

He felt a little better - no less confused, but slightly more stable. Something about courtesy was tremendously grounding, not to mention gratifying. "It's been a pleasure to meet you, Garrett. I hope things become clearer for all of us soon."