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Gabriel ([personal profile] trickntreats) wrote in [community profile] caveofsapphires2012-06-02 09:03 pm

hurt myself again today

WHO: Gabriel (Sylvester Wilton), [OPEN]
WHAT: Power discovery goes very, very wrong.
WHERE: Syl's caravan, the Cave, anywhere else it's conceivable to him to be
WHEN: 2 June - 9 June 2012
WARNINGS: None yet
NOTES: Looking for nummy new CR, or call-backs to earlier CR he hasn't spoken to for a while, especially for the initial helping-hand thread, please. :3 Multiple threads with the same character throughout the week are welcome. Also, Gabe will not be able to see peoples' souls for the duration.

Actionspam also welcome if that's better for people!


It was the conversation with the Doctor which had planted the thought in Gabriel's head. Well, the conversation with the Doctor and that little hole Re-l had discovered in the back of the wardrobe. The fact was that his constructs were, technically, a reality-warp. They used the fabric of reality to create something out of nothing ... well, nothing that could be seen, anyway.

And if he could do that, then maybe he could take things a step further into doing something else. Like actual reality manipulation.

Which was why he was staring contemplatively at the wall of Syl's caravan, ratta-tapping the counter. A small pocket to start with, he decided. A little safe in the wall. He could cover it with a painting, or something. It wasn't like anyone would assume there would be anything behind it, given the tininess of the caravan.

In the past he'd found that as long as he kept a detailed image of an object in mind, he shouldn't think too hard about the creation in order for it to work. As long as he knew how it was built, that seemed to be all he needed. Well, he knew how these reality manipulations went. So once he had a structured image of the little hidey-hole in mind, he lifted his hand and snapped his fingers.

The ensuing flash of light and shockwave which rattled the caravan was visible from blocks away. Gabriel pushed himself up onto his elbows, his head ringing and back aching as if he'd just been thrown against the far wall--which he had. He moved gingerly, pushing himself up against the wall that opened, breathing hard and blinking, and trying not to be sick. The nauseous feeling passed after a few minutes and the ringing in his head dulled to a slight throb.

His vision faded from the white turn of dizziness into steady blackness, and the archangel's stomach flipped over with dread. "Oh, no."

* * *


The next week was ... well, it was something close to Hell. Gabriel couldn't tell whether his screw-up had permenantly messed with his sight or not, and every time he opened his eyes and saw nothing it twisted his gut to such a degree that he felt sick.

Blind. Not just blind the way his brothers were still blind, but completely. He couldn't even move the caravan far, because he couldn't see the streets; there was an autopilot installed on the driver's booth, because Syl had referenced it in his notes, but the archangel couldn't see to program it in the first place. The archangel was forced to walk if he ever wanted to go anywhere, one hand planted firmly on a wall just so he could make sure he was going the right way.

And no angel radar meant he got lost. Frequently. There were few things as terrifying as having no wall, no concept as to where the wall was, and no idea if he was on the right street.

He managed to find his way to the train back to the Cave, once, on the 7th, with some intention of seeing the doctors there. Then some part of him had spoken up, told him he couldn't very well just give in like that, and he hadn't wound up going to see them at all. Instead he'd wandered, lost, through the Cave until he'd found his way back to the metro and returned to the City with his pride intact and his sanity shot.

The day he woke up to find his sight had returned, blurry at first, he was about ready to weep with relief.
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[personal profile] delightme 2012-06-11 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe," he began, tone light. "Perhaps I just needed the practice. Never mind the thought of walking all the way here is dreadful." Honestly, Balthazar was lucky it had even worked. There were times when trying to just transport from somewhere ended in him standing there looking like an idiot with his eyes closed. He found that if he didn't know the place or it was just too far away, his body stayed grounded. Even if he did get lift-off, the trip, no matter how far or short, left him with a nasty headache. He found that longer trips tended to leave him in a state of wanting to bash his skull in if only to make it stop pounding.

"Shall we go? Ah, wait, I should probably hold your hand on the way there, shouldn't I?" It was a harmless riff, anything to take the tension out of the situation.
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[personal profile] delightme 2012-06-11 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
"Look who's talking." Before they had come here, both of their vessels had been a bit soft around the edges. Balthazar knew both of their bodies had shed a considerable amount of weight after all that had happened, although he wouldn't call himself healthier for it. In fact, he was pretty sure a diet of alcohol and self-loathing was as far from healthy as you could get.

The former angel didn't comment any further on the whole hand-holding business, instead just pushing his arm into his brother's reach. He knew they were both prideful in their own way; the fact that Gabriel really hadn't gotten in touch with him immediately after this all happened didn't really surprise him. Balthazar knew if something like this had happened to him, he doubted he'd look for help either.

"I dare the streets much more than you think. There's nothing better to do here, so I often take trips to nowhere in particular. If only to get a layout of this God-forsaken dump." Once Gabriel had a hold on him, the blond walked forward, knowing exactly where he was going.
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[personal profile] delightme 2012-06-11 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Balthazar let Gabriel pretend that he was in control of his situation, walking at a more moderate pace than he normally would. He could've been an absolute dick about the situation, poked fun here and there, but for once he was just letting things be. He considered it some form of payback for when Gabriel had dragged him into the caravan, barely able to stand.

"The drag club, correct? Its owner is interesting, to say the least." When Liam had told him the bar was part drag show, Balthazar didn't bat an eye. He thought maybe a normal person would, but Balthazar barely had any sense of gender roles outside of sex. He was technically sexless, after all, and it's not like his vessel seemed to have any preference. "I've been once or twice." When he wasn't drowning himself. "I like it. Other than the club, the coffee shop, and your caravan, I really haven't seen much. The rings of the city are big, if nothing else."
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[personal profile] delightme 2012-06-12 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"Unfortunately for you, I'm not a showman. I rather like working behind the scenes, thank you, so you won't be seeing me on any type of stage." Balthazar didn't notice the stutter in Gabriel's words, and even if he had, it was none of his business. He knew a thing or two about the loss of a friend, but he had a shit record of dealing with it. Speaking of which, he knew they should steer their conversation that way, discuss exactly what had happened. The words were there on the tip of his tongue, but with every moment he held back, the more he swallowed what he wanted to say.
Edited 2012-06-12 14:52 (UTC)
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[personal profile] delightme 2012-06-16 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
"There are far better ways to do that, don't you think?" The blond angel was always up for messing with Aziraphale and especially Castiel, to a further, preferably less innocent, extent. He doubted dressing in drag was really going to achieve what he wanted, though. Aziraphale might look scandalized, at the very least. "Something more effective than me walking around in a dress, at least."