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hurt myself again today
WHO: Gabriel (Sylvester Wilton), [OPEN]
WHAT: Power discovery goes very, very wrong.
WHERE: Syl's caravan, the Cave, anywhere else it's conceivable to him to be
WHEN: 2 June - 9 June 2012
WARNINGS: None yet
NOTES: Looking for nummy new CR, or call-backs to earlier CR he hasn't spoken to for a while, especially for the initial helping-hand thread, please. :3 Multiple threads with the same character throughout the week are welcome. Also, Gabe will not be able to see peoples' souls for the duration.
Actionspam also welcome if that's better for people!
It was the conversation with the Doctor which had planted the thought in Gabriel's head. Well, the conversation with the Doctor and that little hole Re-l had discovered in the back of the wardrobe. The fact was that his constructs were, technically, a reality-warp. They used the fabric of reality to create something out of nothing ... well, nothing that could be seen, anyway.
And if he could do that, then maybe he could take things a step further into doing something else. Like actual reality manipulation.
Which was why he was staring contemplatively at the wall of Syl's caravan, ratta-tapping the counter. A small pocket to start with, he decided. A little safe in the wall. He could cover it with a painting, or something. It wasn't like anyone would assume there would be anything behind it, given the tininess of the caravan.
In the past he'd found that as long as he kept a detailed image of an object in mind, he shouldn't think too hard about the creation in order for it to work. As long as he knew how it was built, that seemed to be all he needed. Well, he knew how these reality manipulations went. So once he had a structured image of the little hidey-hole in mind, he lifted his hand and snapped his fingers.
The ensuing flash of light and shockwave which rattled the caravan was visible from blocks away. Gabriel pushed himself up onto his elbows, his head ringing and back aching as if he'd just been thrown against the far wall--which he had. He moved gingerly, pushing himself up against the wall that opened, breathing hard and blinking, and trying not to be sick. The nauseous feeling passed after a few minutes and the ringing in his head dulled to a slight throb.
His vision faded from the white turn of dizziness into steady blackness, and the archangel's stomach flipped over with dread. "Oh, no."
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The next week was ... well, it was something close to Hell. Gabriel couldn't tell whether his screw-up had permenantly messed with his sight or not, and every time he opened his eyes and saw nothing it twisted his gut to such a degree that he felt sick.
Blind. Not just blind the way his brothers were still blind, but completely. He couldn't even move the caravan far, because he couldn't see the streets; there was an autopilot installed on the driver's booth, because Syl had referenced it in his notes, but the archangel couldn't see to program it in the first place. The archangel was forced to walk if he ever wanted to go anywhere, one hand planted firmly on a wall just so he could make sure he was going the right way.
And no angel radar meant he got lost. Frequently. There were few things as terrifying as having no wall, no concept as to where the wall was, and no idea if he was on the right street.
He managed to find his way to the train back to the Cave, once, on the 7th, with some intention of seeing the doctors there. Then some part of him had spoken up, told him he couldn't very well just give in like that, and he hadn't wound up going to see them at all. Instead he'd wandered, lost, through the Cave until he'd found his way back to the metro and returned to the City with his pride intact and his sanity shot.
The day he woke up to find his sight had returned, blurry at first, he was about ready to weep with relief.
WHAT: Power discovery goes very, very wrong.
WHERE: Syl's caravan, the Cave, anywhere else it's conceivable to him to be
WHEN: 2 June - 9 June 2012
WARNINGS: None yet
NOTES: Looking for nummy new CR, or call-backs to earlier CR he hasn't spoken to for a while, especially for the initial helping-hand thread, please. :3 Multiple threads with the same character throughout the week are welcome. Also, Gabe will not be able to see peoples' souls for the duration.
Actionspam also welcome if that's better for people!
It was the conversation with the Doctor which had planted the thought in Gabriel's head. Well, the conversation with the Doctor and that little hole Re-l had discovered in the back of the wardrobe. The fact was that his constructs were, technically, a reality-warp. They used the fabric of reality to create something out of nothing ... well, nothing that could be seen, anyway.
And if he could do that, then maybe he could take things a step further into doing something else. Like actual reality manipulation.
Which was why he was staring contemplatively at the wall of Syl's caravan, ratta-tapping the counter. A small pocket to start with, he decided. A little safe in the wall. He could cover it with a painting, or something. It wasn't like anyone would assume there would be anything behind it, given the tininess of the caravan.
In the past he'd found that as long as he kept a detailed image of an object in mind, he shouldn't think too hard about the creation in order for it to work. As long as he knew how it was built, that seemed to be all he needed. Well, he knew how these reality manipulations went. So once he had a structured image of the little hidey-hole in mind, he lifted his hand and snapped his fingers.
The ensuing flash of light and shockwave which rattled the caravan was visible from blocks away. Gabriel pushed himself up onto his elbows, his head ringing and back aching as if he'd just been thrown against the far wall--which he had. He moved gingerly, pushing himself up against the wall that opened, breathing hard and blinking, and trying not to be sick. The nauseous feeling passed after a few minutes and the ringing in his head dulled to a slight throb.
His vision faded from the white turn of dizziness into steady blackness, and the archangel's stomach flipped over with dread. "Oh, no."
The next week was ... well, it was something close to Hell. Gabriel couldn't tell whether his screw-up had permenantly messed with his sight or not, and every time he opened his eyes and saw nothing it twisted his gut to such a degree that he felt sick.
Blind. Not just blind the way his brothers were still blind, but completely. He couldn't even move the caravan far, because he couldn't see the streets; there was an autopilot installed on the driver's booth, because Syl had referenced it in his notes, but the archangel couldn't see to program it in the first place. The archangel was forced to walk if he ever wanted to go anywhere, one hand planted firmly on a wall just so he could make sure he was going the right way.
And no angel radar meant he got lost. Frequently. There were few things as terrifying as having no wall, no concept as to where the wall was, and no idea if he was on the right street.
He managed to find his way to the train back to the Cave, once, on the 7th, with some intention of seeing the doctors there. Then some part of him had spoken up, told him he couldn't very well just give in like that, and he hadn't wound up going to see them at all. Instead he'd wandered, lost, through the Cave until he'd found his way back to the metro and returned to the City with his pride intact and his sanity shot.
The day he woke up to find his sight had returned, blurry at first, he was about ready to weep with relief.
I feel that at this point I should make it clear that Re-l's taste and mine don't always coincide
Her mind was turning back even as she spoke, thinking of the long summer days of her childhood, when she'd read poetry to herself on the grass and laughed, before she'd realised what the world was really like.
"We had a lot of fragments," she said, half answering Gabriel's question and half thinking out loud. "About a third of The Wasteland, I think, though that's really nothing but a guess. I would have loved to read more of that poem. We had most of Bishop, she was good. Most of Plath, though I found her very tedious. A little of Kavanagh, he was awful. Some ee cummings, who was just unfathomable. I liked Byron, and Tennyson when he was writing about war. The Lady of Shalott, now that was dull. My favourite was always William Carlos Williams."
and yet both are very interesting to me.
"I have seen with my own eyes the Sibyl hanging in a jar, and when the boys asked her 'What do you want?' she answered, 'I want to die.' Yeah, I can see how you'd enjoy that." The last was said in his normal voice, starkly different to the voice of the poet. More sardonic, for one. In this case, it was ironic, too, and just a lityle tired.
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Re-l drew her knees up to her chest and rested her head on them, turning it sideways to look at Gabriel. The memories of the poem brought something back to her quite fondly.
"When I was a little girl," she said, "I used to imagine that one day I would go out into the wastes and find a full copy of The Wasteland, and bring it back to the city. I thought if I could do that, I would understand everything there was to know about humanity."
And then it turned out that she wasn't allowed to leave, and that there was almost no one else in the whole world who even cared about TS Eliot. Just another delusion to be washed away by her later cynicism. She almost forgotten that she ever even cared.
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"I wouldn't call it the pinnacle," he said. "Poetry's too subjective for that.
April is the cruelest month; breeding
lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
memory and desire, stirring
dull roots with spring rain.
Winter kept us warm, covering
earth in forgetful snow, feeding
a little life with dried tubers.
Summer surprised us, coming over the Starnbergersee ..."
As before, the way Gabriel spoke was nothing like his usual voice. The rhythm, the intonation, the way he used his words, were all the tools of a master orator. Sometime into the poem his eyes drifted shut almost unaware, and he leaned a bit forward, as if captured on the words himself. His chin tilted upward, his face to the sky, and his hands traced unseen lines and patterns in the air, rising and falling in accompaniment to the poem's emotion. Lost. Spellbound, almost--or perhaps weaving a spell of his own.
"... I sat upon the shore
fishing, with the arid plain behind me.
Shall I at least set my lands in order?
London Bridge is falling down falling down falling down
Poi s’ascose nel foco che gli affina
Quando fiam ceu chelidon—O swallow swallow
Le Prince d’Aquitaine à la tour abolie
These fragments I have shored against my ruins
Why then Ile fit you. Hieronymo’s mad againe.
Datta. Dayadhvam. Damyata.
Shantih shantih shantih."
The last words he murmured, and yet they seemed to imbue the air around them, one after the last; and when he stopped the sounds lingered, heavy and notable for their absence. All of a sudden Gabriel felt drained, and he let the step behind him take his weight. It had been ... a long time since he'd done anything like that. Empowered or not, it didn't matter. He wouldn't have done it at all, except there was something so friggin' tragic about how much Re-l's world lacked of the things that made humanity so ... human. So worthy of admiration.
But it was too close to his old job for his liking, and Re-l probably wouldn't get the significance, and he was already pulling away in mind if not body.
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"I think I could listen to that all day," she said at last, and she lifted up his hand so he could feel her expression again, and tell that she she was being honest. "Maybe you could even make me like ee cummings."
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"It's a gift," he said, a little thickly, and drew up the veneer of a leer and a laugh--though not enough of one to actually turn toward her. "Believe you me, I'm a master at making hot chicks enjoy coming."
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She didn't swat his hand away, though, because even if he was making stupid jokes, at least he seemed less miserable.
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The tips of his fingers rested on her lips, and stayed there.
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She twitched her mouth down exaggeratedly, so he would know what she was thinking, and then let it return to normal.
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He tapped her lips with one finger, smirking. "Go on, then. Give me some good stuff. What's some of your slang?"
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She thought for a moment before she answered. It was odd how fast the memories of Romdeau had dwindled, become then and not now.
"There was a lot of emphasis on correct speech in my class," Re-l said. "I mean, we used the common technical names - Auto-Reiv, Turing Application - but we were expected to otherwise abstain from the talk of the lower classes. That's what it means to be a fellow citizen, after all. But it does have the advantage that you always understand what other people are saying."
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"But no wonder, if you grew up with those kinds of rules. Language is more fun than that."
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"Of course language is more than that. It's truth. Which is why, in as much as it's possible, I believe in leaving it unmuddied by misdirection and inanities."
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"Truth. Lies. Dirtier than a trashy porno from a back-alley pirate's shop. Language is everything, babe. Like a lot of things--" he smirked "--it's all in how you use it."
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It was about time for Bomb to be fed, and so Re-l pulled out a little packet of meat. She'd taken to carrying strips of meat around with her, because Bomb needed a lot more feeding than a human. Carefully she unhooked the cat from her shoulders and pulled her into her lap, then offered her a piece of chicken. Bomb chewed it up greedily, nudging at Re-l's hand for more.
"Wittgenstein believed that language defines the world around us. I don't necessarily agree with his logic, but I feel the force of his conclusion. If language really does affect how we see things, then I want it to be as clear as possible. I've spent too much time with lies."
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"Words aren't just divided between being truthful and being lies," he pointed out. "And then there's how many languages there are which change all the meanings all over again. It's perception. The people who use it aren't simple, so language can't be simple either." He wouldn't have disagreed that language defined the world. Math was a language, sort of. Okay, a foundation. One language built upon. Words had created the universe; Dad had said 'let there be light' and there had been, after all.
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She waited until Bomb had finished the chicken before she gave her more, watching the kitten carefully.
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Bomb is purring like a little furnace now, fat and happy and wanting to be petted. Re-l indulges her for a minute, then picks her up by the scruff of the neck and drops her onto Gabriel's lap.
"Amuse her, will you? She's digging her claws into my legs."
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The Archangel rested his hands on the kitten’s side, feeling the vibration. Then Bomb nudged his hand and Gabriel ran his fingers down her back, scratching her behind the ears. “We should talk about training rights,” he announced. “I need something to pull my caravan.”
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"And I won't let you play with her at all if you're going to spoil her."
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"You don't have it in you to resist a cat. And you especially won't once you can see her. She's particularly skilled at looking plaintive." Re-l shrugged. "You clearly need adult supervision, is what I'm getting at."
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Of course, he didn’t stop patting Bomb as he was talking. And he wasn’t going to comment on her last remark, because there were a number of things he could have said and all of them touched on raw nerves.
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It's heavy sarcasm, which Re-l usually deplores as too unsubtle, but if he's going to be ridiculous then she will be ridiculous back.
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